day 4

Spoke to social worker about my case and he gave me the worse case scenario is I'll be told to go back to Toronto which is worse because i've been back to Singapore only close to 4 weeks and it can't be that soon to return failing, it feels so disappointing and discouraging, but the answer isn't a clear No as he'll speak with them first and get back tomorrow with the outcome. Had 5 visitors today!!! Since I'm a rare case scenario the word spreads around the hospital so I am examined by tons of doctors and medical students... my new friends while staying here. I've always trusted God for every season of my life(Proverbs 3:5,6 is my theme since primary and secondary school) and God has always proved to have made a way where there seems to be no way, but this journey is nothing like I ever trusted God for. I suppose it's a building on my faith in Him and I'm learn from God each day through His Spirit and Word. I know His promises are true and sometimes God's way isn't our way but the outcome will be good. Here's some promises regarding this move back: Revelation 3:8 I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. Psalm 46:1 He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” John 9:2,3 His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him. Romans 12:12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Judges 6:14 The Lord turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?” Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 9:3 But be assured today that the Lord your God is the one who goes across ahead of you like a devouring fire. He will destroy them; he will subdue them before you. And you will drive them out and annihilate them quickly, as the Lord has promised you. I know this probably is not good writing but it expresses what I want to say. Thank God for everyone in the healthcare sector, this stay at the hospital open my mind and heart to everyone helping their patients with their strength knowledge and compassion. These people are the unsung heroes with seldom appreciation but i'm thankful for everyone of them. In His time,He makes all things beautiful... I pray it'll be sooner rather than later...God is good!! :)